what i have become…..
OMG lol where do i start well i have defiantly become nerdy 
well i have always been the childish teh very oblivious to her surroundings kind of person in my family and with my friends i was always known as the ” confused one” in high school by my friends , its because i worry to much i take tension fir every little thing possible and as weird as it sounds when college started i was like ” oh god great now i am going to be dropped out of all the classes because my teachers will find me elementary level brained ” well that didn’t happen i actually gained confidence i learned to say what was on my mind and however i wanted to say it , before i would just leave thing alone if some one was messing me up i would just be like god will take care of it but i thought to myself if i dont let it goaway now it will happen all my life, i rather be a confused b\old person than confused stupid cute kid, i changed a lot i focused on input than the out put i would receive i learned to only always rely on myself rather than others who it might not be a big deal to as big of a deal it it is to me…… and i learned that when i try i should stop worrying because it will end in good all through the start i worried about math i hate the subject and the thought of it but i just tried hard and kept thinking i have to prove my mum and dad wrong , since they thought i would now pass college math but i did great i am very proud of myself for the fist time i started with 50′s and ended with 80′s , i guess my effort and prayers sort off came through i hope it remains the same way all through college and i don’t become a book worm but i guess “nerdiness” isn’t too bad for someone who still watched dragon tales all week long.:)
